I want to thank you. Thats right, you have successfully altered my life. You see I spend so many of my waking hours thinking about you, one would think you were my new boyfriend. But please don't be mistaken, this is not puppy love. True, my heart skips a beat every time someone says your name, and I do have our next meeting circled in my planner, but there are surely not hearts penciled in next to it. You haunt my dreams and make my stomach ache. I spend more time on you than I do myself. This better not be one of those relationships where I let myself go and three months after the breakup I look in the mirror wondering how I got so darn fat. Regardless, I am about sick and tired of this love hate relationship. You love to ruin my youth and post 21 celebrations with your demands for responsibility and emphasis on my future. The hate part comes on my end. I hate to be defeated and that's precisely what brings me back to you, day after day. I seek your approval and yearn to make you bow down to me. I just wanted to assure you that this relationship is not long term. This is more of a hit it and quit it situation. I don't want any of this repeat offenses bull crap. I just thought we should be on the same page moving forward so you don't think that this is going somewhere. This is a one stop train to law school. No return trip needed. Start packing your bags LSAT, because in just two short months...I will be so over you!
<3 Casaundra
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